So my friends Neysa and Madeline are mad at me. Neysa especially, I think. Well, actually, I'm not sure how mad they are now, but the situation is definitely not resolved. On my proboards they flood like three pages a night with off topic private conversations on these two threads. Finally fed up with the struggle to stay on topic, I locked the threads, and on another one I threatened to delete any post that was not a suggestion.
They got really mad when they came online and were arguing with me. I felt weird and scared arguing with them online about this, and they seemed to think I didn't want them to talk to each other. So we talked about it for a while, and then they used their admin powers to unlock the threads. But they started talking about other things, and Neysa had to go, but I don't know what to do. I don't want everyone else on the site to have to sift through pages of stuff to find things, but I don't want to hurt their feelings either.
It was weird, during the phone conversation, there were times when they were doing exactly what they were doing on the proboards, just talking between themselves and not to others. There were times when I didn't talk for a long time, and it was like they didn't even notice. Like they just went off into their own world. They didn't know each other before the proboards at all, and they really clicked. At some points in the conversation I felt awkward and uncomfortable, like I was listening in to someone else's conversation. And that's the kind of feeling they created on those threads.
But I'm sick of arguing...
About Me
- Anna Power
- Well, if you want the short description, I pretty much rock. The long description gets quite a bit long and rant-ish, where I start out talking about how insane people can be and get away with it, slowly descending into raving about system slaves and anarchy, screaming at the top of my lungs about the downfall of the entire human race, until I am reduced to twitching and occasional growling. Oh and fuck you all, I love Frida Kahlo.
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Ok, Anna, I did notice that you weren't saying anything. And I did try and have you join back in the conversation.. But it's always hard on Three-way phone calls. And we get distracted really easily... Isn't it a good thing that we clicked? See, I tried to have my two groups of friends meet and hopefully become friends, at my party.. But no one seemed really open... I'm not saying it was anyone in particularr.. just in general people seemed to stay in their own groups, like you guys in my living room or basement and them up in my room... Anyway, back on topic... Sorry I get distracted really super easily and I'm really bored. I wasn't super pissed at you , just pissed in general, and your locking the boards just kinda pushed me over the edge. I just kinda exploded.. Sorry, I tend to surpress anger in favor of happier emotions, but they tend to stay bottled up till something happens and they just all come out at once...
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